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Devil_Grrl
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Country: United States
Metro: Edwardsville Madison County
Birthday: 6/6/1985
Gender: Female
Interests: What do I need hobbies for I have a Xanga page to use up my free time... stupid
Expertise: Being a bitch...sleeping/hibernation...talking on my cell phone...Darwin on the Origin of species 
Occupation: Student
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AIM:  DevilGrrl 6685
Member Since:
7/10/2003
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| I'm be a TA starting this summer. I feel so bad for the kids in the class. Chances are I'm going to be a class I never took myself and won't know much about because they want me to learn the course materials myself without me having to take the class. I get to teach as I learn/ Hopefully I knwo more than the students otherwise this could end very badly. | | |
| I've been accapted to Texas A&M. I am so excited I might pee my pants. I rock! | | |
| So I come back to my Xanga after a few months and they have gone and changed things. It looks all different and stuff now. I always forget that I have this until I feel like doing some self-reflection. It's nice to be able to look back over the past few years and see what I was thinking and doing at different points in time.
After thinking about it, I feel like I am wasting my life. It's been almost a year since I graduated and I don't know what I want to do with my life yet though I have decided that I want to go to grad school. I really hope that I get in cause if I don't then I'm really going to feel that my 4 years in college were a waste. I have yet to find a job that I really like which rusults in my current unemployment and I am getting really tired to looking for the right job. I am so ready to just get any job that pays my bills and be unhappy. It's becoming more and more appealing to jsut give up. I knew going into this how trying thing that trying is the first step to failure and that you should never try (thank you Homer Simpson). I think my last major effort for a while will be grad school. I'm almost done with all my grad school efforts. GRE done taxes/FAFSA done essya written and now all I have to do is followup with 2/3 reccomendation writers to make sure that get them in on time. I guess I should also call the school and make sure that they have all the other stuff cause it's not smart to just assume that they have all the stuff I think they have cause when I applied to Cornell they claimed to be missing lots of stuff when I applied and I was like you all suck cause I sent it in like 3 times already and it got to be really irritating. I guess I should do that sometime tomorrow afternoon.
Now that I think about it nore I think it's funny that my solution to I hate looking for a job is more school. I could not wait to get out of school and now I can't wait to go back. It is so trur that you don't know what you go till it's gone/ the grass is greener on the other side or whatever other phrase you want to use. Thoe moral of the story is stay in school till you are old enough to retire. | | |
| Ok so I have decided that people out here are complete driving idiots. Now I shall give 2 examples.
So Sunday I was on my way to the grocery store and Kohls which are next door to each other. So we decided to park in between the two stores. Now all this was decided while we were driving there and so as we approached the entrance the light at the intersection turned red. As I was turning right I pulled up to make my turn in the next to the cars waiting to continue on their merry way. So we are sitting there since there was a car coming from the opposite direction who had the right of way because they had the green arrow and I had the red light. So the car gets there are sits... and sits... and so finally I'm like well maybe I am mistaken about the light thing so I decide to go and at that exact moment they decide to speed forward and we are like wtf? So my roommate and I are like I don't get it so we decide to check out that light on the way out and we do and we were so right about the turn signal so we don't get the whole thing but that was just the begining...
We get into the parking lot and we stop a safe distance to let a car we see pulling out af a space out. So like 30 seconds after a car right next to the first car starts to pull out too (and please note these are all ginormous SUVs) so then as they are sitting there a third car tries to pull out and they back up until they are back to back with the first car. Now all three are sitting there cause two of them have to pull back in and no one wants to so this fourth car tries pulling into a parking space next to car 2 but does not make it and now has to back up but cant because some other car who was behing him in line pulled up as he turned in as he was trying to see if he could make his way through the whole mess and so now all these cars are trying to figure things out and I am forced to sit there and wait because I there was now 2 cars behing me so I could not back out nor could I go forward so we sat there and laughed at the whole situation. What else can you do?
SO that brings me to today... after lots of thinking I think I might want to move home. I don't want to live at home again, but I want to look for a job that I want to have and one that does not suck. I think I am going to look into the possibility and see what happens | | |
| SO I just saw a show on the History Channel about the evolution of methods used to implement the death penalty. It was interesting. So there are still some interesting options for people ion death row. I honestly want to know why someone would choose death by firing squad. While yeah it sounds cool and all and I mean if the afterlife is anything like it is on TV sitting around with the devil and Hitler it wold be way cool to be like yeah I died by firing squad, but I doubt the afterlife is anything like TV so really it just seems stupid to die that way. It's not the fastest or most painless way to go. Personally I would go with lethal injection its the easiest way to go. You have to deal with the IV in your arm, but that's not so bad then they give you sodium penathol first so you basically are unconscious when they stop your heart. Yup. TV makes you think about things like that.
Next up to watch is a special on torture... I try to watch something educational and this is what I found. | | |
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